Hanging

So he has been here for just over two weeks and Im not sure how its going. I feel mixed up and have lost my sense of self. Its so crazy. You spend so much time rebuilding your life after a relationship ends, you feel strong, confident, in control. Then someone comes along and its all shot to shit. You are supposed to be stronger when there are two of you but im not sure its really true. You loose a little part of you for every part you gain. Im incredibly happy when I look at him but what happens to my life now. He will always want to be in Poland. I cant help but involve myself in my lovers desires and aspirations that it leaves my own hanging by a thread..