Choices

Im not sure how I feel at the moment.. Life is more tricky when you are with someone. Its strange that sometimes you can feel more lonely with another person then you ever really felt by yourself. I have just under 2 months before I have to do a dodgey visa run accross the ocean.

Your feet

Im really close tonight..
and i feel like i'm moving inside her
lying in the dark
and i think that i'm beginning to know her
let it go...

i'll be there when you call
and whenever i fall at your feet
you let your tears rain down on me
whenever i touch your slow turning pain
you're hiding from me now

it's something in the way that you're talking
words don't sound right
and i hear them all moving inside you,

go...

i'll be waiting when you call

and whenever i fall at your feet
would you let your tears rain down on me
whenever i touch your slow turning pain

a finger of blame has turned upon itself
and i'm more than willing to offer myself
do you want my prescence or need my help
who knows where that might lead
i fall..


Im listening to Crowded House...

He is in Bed ..

Im trying to ring my sister. I love her In a way maybe she doesnt know.

We have a hard life. A hard family. I dont know what I would do without her..