Still alive, but barely breathing..

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
I prayed to a God that I don't believe in
While I got time youve got freedom
when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

Our best days turned to some of our worst
I thought ide met a man that's gonna put me first
But While I'm wide awake youve no trouble sleeping
when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up but you're Ok
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words are gonna stop the bleeding
cause youve moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're Ok
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving

Youve got my heart and her heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
But you left me with no love and honour to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Still prayin' to a God that I don't believe in
I got time while you got freedom
when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even
No, it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK
so glad you're okay now
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces

It cant of been 4 years?