How can I breathe when everyone cries

Im not doing what I should be doing with my life.
Im not surrounded by creative people for the first time.
I dont have true friends that I can count on and share the burden of life.

I look at people that mean something, that are doing something to concrete their existence and I wonder why im so lazy.

Time ticks away

It still amazes me just how quickly time goes.

Its true that it slips away even quicker the older you get.

I need to make some serious decisions in my life.

Where I want to be in 2 years and 10 months, when I turn 30.